It's not that I miss him.
I miss holding a hand that held mine.
I miss the whispered, "I missed you."
I miss the airtight hugs when we say goodbye.
I miss kissing.
I miss having a boy like me enough to risk my flaws and go for it.
And I really miss that I used to be missed.
I really do......
oh honey. i felt the way you feel right now. and then eventually i got over it and learned to love being myself and being single. and then i immediately met aaron. i am living proof that theres a calm after the storm, baby. it sucks right now. let it suck. wallow in the suck. then learn to love yourself without that extra something.
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